I’ve done it! Well, assuming I make it until midnight tonight, I’ll have made it 28 days or the whole month of February without eating chocolate.
Multiple times this month I’ve gone to purchase something and then realised it has chocolate in it. Let me tell you, not only is that disappointing, but suddenly everything else in the shop seems so boring in comparison! But, somehow, I still managed not to eat a single bite of chocolate.
Having said that….Friday is definitely going to involve me eating the box of chocolates that’s been in my desk drawer at work all month (well what’s left of them anyway, since I was feeling generous and starting giving them away to other staff!)
Im sure if your reading this you are aware of why I did this #dechox, but just in case; it was to raise money for the British Heart Foundation in memory of my son.
Oscar died at 23 days old and, obviously, chocolate was never something he tasted. That doesn’t mean I don’t have a couple of chocolate related Oscar memories though;
Oscar was born in a local hospital and then transferred to a specialist one. During the ambulance journey I was given a kitkat…a great temporary distraction technique from what was happening. I had given birth 24 hours before and was sleep deprived, which may explain why that kitkat is one of the clearest memories I gave of that ambulance ride!
In the specialist hospital Oscar celebrated what would turn out to be the only holiday he ever would; Easter. And while Easter obviously has a religious element, for me it’s mostly about the chocolate. And, though he was much too young, he was given his very own chocolate Easter chick.
I like to think the photo below is evidence that Oscar would have taken after me in loving chocolate;
So, while I’ve always loved chocolate and the BHF Dechox would have been something I was likely to do anyway, I like that Oscar has a small link to the chocolate element of it.
I don’t get to parent Oscar and I don’t get to be proud of his newest achievements, but I can use his name. I can use his memory to raise money. And as a really large bonus, in doing so I get to talk about my favourite subject (which is obviously Oscar, not chocolate!)
I wanted to say thank you to those that have supported me through the #dechox. Whether it’s by giving a donation to the BHF, putting up with my Social media posts or just not trying to tempt me with chocolate; thank you.
And, as an extra thank you (and maybe as an incentive if you are able to donate but haven’t done so) here are a couple of previously unseen Oscar images;